I'm not really sure where I was going with this. There just seems to be a lot of death going on. It seemed to be mimicking real life. Very dramatic, I know. Sort of like the last post, the starting point is dramatic and then it calms down and gets more focused. I was told today that I seem like a very mild-mannered person. Calm. Well. Here's my outcry (^). And then I get down to business.
It's a constant balance, though. I'll go back and forth, between my emotions running my thinking and my rational thinking running my thinking. Is it politically incorrect to suggest that the driver's seat is dictated by a constant, ceaseless game of Chinese firedrill? And my life is full of red lights? It probably is but it was the first thing that came to mind, and I think I'm safe within the confines of my blog because no one reads this anyway.
Tonight I have one thing on my agenda. Maybe two. Okay three. Maybe I should just list them.
Finish painting the kitchen it's flamey red.
Apply more aloe.
Read more from my book (http://www.amazon.com/Doctor-Sleep-Novel-Stephen-King/dp/1476727651).
Find my phone charger. Again.
Prep clothes for tomorrow. The gym is non-negotiable.
Set alarm for the gym.
Fight the urge to ask naggy questions or reach out to people out of loneliness. I can do this.
So simple and yet so complicated.
I'm going to try and not think about the death of my aloe leaf. It was probably already dead when I bought it, considering that it was no longer attached to the plant...
I just added that last one to the list up there too. That's the most important one. That and the painting. It really needs to get done.
Til next time...
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